I miss you
I can't move on
And heavens know I'm trying
I wish you didn't get that mad at me
Maybe we'd still be together now
And maybe it would have been me holding your hands
At the altar
Maybe you'd be wearing your favorite stone topaz
I wonder if he knows
I wonder if he tells you how much he loves you
And that you are the best thing to have ever happened to him
Or that he sits for hours staring at the skies creating cloud images of you
Maybe we weren't meant to be
Maybe I was meant to love you
And grow old longing to touch you
I'd lie and say am fine
But I'm hallow without you
There is no passion for anything
I try to hold my heart together
to keep it from shattering into a million pieces
to keep it from shattering into a million pieces
I keep silent
but silence is violent
when you are hurting
You say hurtful stuff
Maybe you lied about you're marriage to hurt me
And if you see me again
You'd learn to love me again
Maybe